sigh.... it's been ages since the last time i open this journal...

right now... i feel so lost... not getting any younger... i feel that time is chasing me and so as my dreams starts to haunt me...

i just then wonder... what am i doing here??? why i can't do the things that i really want too...

sigh...... such an endless tunnel...

going around in circles....

feeling that my dreams is really far of reach...

sometimes... i want to give up my dreams and pretend that my heart not know nothing about the dreams that i have...

sigh... i do believe in the Lord's work... i believe in His time...

but then my heart is so impatient...

but i need to be firm... i must take hold of my belief...

"LORD be merciful to me"

みな