this is my statement a week before....

sigh... apathy begins to eat me again.... i can't even spend my day the way i wanted to.... i can't even go out.... sigh..............APATHY!!!! APATHY!!!!! its eating me...... well, i just found this stage of my life a struggle to rise from the abyss of boredom.... sigh................. i missed the old days.... where being busy keeps my sanity,,,,, hahahaha (ToT)"""" i don't know..... but i do keep my faith in Him..... this too will pass.............................................. this too will come to an end...... sigh.......................... life....... LOrd.... i need more of Your mercy.......


and this is what i found out today...

thank God that i'm still alive...

and one thing....

the Lord did enlightened me as i sung this hymn....

I'm just a little flower
with open face;
I'm fully turned to God,
Receiving grace.
I don't know how to try-
this is my case-
I'm just a lily trusting God

There's nothing on this earth
that i desire.
There's no experience
that i require.
I only want one thing-
(satan's liar!)
To be a lily trusting God.

If when I trust in God
I'm put to shame;
If when I walk with God
I come out lame;
These things don't bother me;
I'm not to blame-
since I'm a lily trusting God.

With all your worrying
to clothe yourself;
So many lies you've told
to gather wealth;
and though you've gotten rich,
you've lost your health-
just be a lily trusting God.

It seems you know so much,
but yet you fall;
and though you talk so much
yet you won't call;
so what's the use of it,
for after all-
just be a lily trusting God.

so please don't bother me
with all your fears;
you strive and try so hard
with sweat and tears;
have faith in Jesus Christ-
He's always near!
just be a lily trusting God.

yes, please don't bother me;
i'm growing fine.
oh, please don't share with me
what's on your mind.
i may not know so much,
but still i shine.
i am a lily trusting God.

and please don't bother me
with all your cares;
don't make me listen to
your begging prayers;
our god is very great-
He really cares!
just be a lily trusting God.





i just need to trust GOD in everything....